1.13.2022

Sunbeam

It was ours

The hours, the minutes, the seconds

I counted each; desperate for distraction 

A moment of respite from the glorious torture of being needed


An omen were the nights when I fell silent in the backyard

2am in the salty breeze; lying in the dirt

A wet nose defibrillating my forehead

Letting the thoughts run out

Drying like tears on my cheeks


The bed is quiet where you lay

Like a house cat in a sunbeam

Unconcerned by the source of the warmth on the floor

A thousand ears with no hands

A thousand years still ends


I did not tick, I groaned

Like a bridge crumbling in a sunbeam

Unkempt yet well-worn

Who will time blame for my downfall?

Who will want my drowning pieces?