Azurite

Please promise me you’ll never know
How a distant star can so brightly glow
Please promise me you’ll never see
A sky so blue behind clouds so pink

Please promise me you’ll never hear

A distant rain gently drawing near

Please promise me you’ll never feel
A dream so warm it’s almost real

These promises can be only lies

Since I wandered deep, your azure eyes
To keep these words or let them go?

Please promise me you’ll never know

Isn't That Just a Fancy Word for Feeling "Bummed Out"?

If it keeps me up at night
Then it must be alright
If it makes it hard to breathe
Then you'd think it'd be easy to see
If I feel it in my deep down in my bones
Why am I still all alone
If my bones are so hollow and light
Why the hell can't I flap my arms and fly

They say trust your gut
Well, my gut is an ignorant slut

They say it's coming when I least expect
But every close call turns into a wreck
They say you'll know when you feel it
But how can I know what's real if
I'm always feeling it, always healing it
Always laughing and crying and reeling in
Lines that I swear were fighting me once
Now are bare as the place where I used to feel love

They say trust your gut
Well, my gut is an ignorant slut

Fuck