I'm Kenny, welcome to my blog. This is the place where I post my writing which is mostly Poetry and Song Lyrics. If you are here then you must be some random lurker who is deep in an internet rabbit hole or someone I love and trust, as this is not a place I have shared with many people in my life. 

When I write, I do so with the mindset of capturing in words the most raw and honest picture of a specific feeling/moment. While these feelings can tend to be dark and negative, it is important to consider that I am writing about how I've felt, not necessarily about how I feel. In short, I am okay, I love myself, and I am certain the future holds many beautiful moments to come. 

Thanks for reading, I hope you find something you connect with in my work. Check out the links below for other stuff I do.

Links:

Personal TikTok (Random Stuff, Book Reviews, Music)

Personal Instagram (Life Stuff, Music)

My Emo Band "Midheal" (EP Releasing soon)

Swiftly, Calmly

A new command from my stupid thoughts
An echoed rattling in my head
Feed the fire broken pieces
Of what I promised I’d leave dead

You are worth the hungering flames
But my skin was always scared to burn
Now they choke on what I never had
And grow cold with what I never learned

This, a silent apology
You're not a metaphor at all
You are real but getting farther
As I swiftly, calmly fall

Azurite

Please promise me you’ll never know
How a distant star can so brightly glow
Please promise me you’ll never see
A sky so blue behind clouds so pink

Please promise me you’ll never hear

A distant rain gently drawing near

Please promise me you’ll never feel
A dream so warm it’s almost real

These promises can be only lies

Since I wandered deep, your azure eyes
To keep these words or let them go?

Please promise me you’ll never know

Isn't That Just a Fancy Word for Feeling "Bummed Out"?

If it keeps me up at night
Then it must be alright
If it makes it hard to breathe
Then you'd think it'd be easy to see
If I feel it in my deep down in my bones
Why am I still all alone
If my bones are so hollow and light
Why the hell can't I flap my arms and fly

They say trust your gut
Well, my gut is an ignorant slut

They say it's coming when I least expect
But every close call turns into a wreck
They say you'll know when you feel it
But how can I know what's real if
I'm always feeling it, always healing it
Always laughing and crying and reeling in
Lines that I swear were fighting me once
Now are bare as the place where I used to feel love

They say trust your gut
Well, my gut is an ignorant slut

Fuck

Glove Compartment

Oceans have passed since we've crossed paths
That's how it feels
I guess you don't need me unless you can see me
I'm not real
I'm not too proud to say out loud
Now that I'm healed
The ugly truth is when I needed you
Your lips were sealed

Well I don’t love you anymore
And I wonder did you even notice?

I wish you the best, and all the rest
I guess that's true
What good is the anger if you're just a stranger
Passing through?
Though I still wonder if a distant thunder
Is some kind of proof
I had to love you, the way you loved me
So now I do

And I don’t love you anymore
And I wonder did you even notice?
And if you noticed did you even care?

Enucleation

My greatest fear
Is that my greatest fear is wrong
That the thing I couldn't do
Was easy all along
That I was too blind to see
That I was strong

My greatest regret
Is that I didn't sing along
When the music was still playing
When the lights were still on
That when I was finally ready
The moment was gone

Bloody Mary, Bloody Mary, etc.

I would think you a dream

If I was capable of dreaming something

So perfectly sweet

And so exquisitely soul crushing

I would think you to blame

But I welcomed the "curse" you placed on me

So perfectly sanguine

I'm so exquisitely weak

I'm on the other side

Of the picture I saved of you in the

Warm golden light

Of a sunset I'll never see

You're the only one who makes me feel this

Like my heart can't wait to be torn in two

I say your name three times in the mirror

But you never come through

O, how I wish you'd come through