Azurite

If I knew I'd only have right now

Then let it go somehow

I would still do it all again

That I'd only get to see your face

As it's drifting into outer space

I would still do it all again

That I'd hear you call me 'Love'

Though I could never get enough

I would

Now I know you'd be the tower that falls on my head

If you knew you'd only have right now

Then you'd let me go somehow

Would you still do it all again?

That you'd only get to see my face

On a blue marble shrinking away

Would you still do it all again?

That you'd hear my gentle voice

A fleeting echo in the noise

Would you?

Now I know you'd be the tower that falls on my head

But if the rubble is mine then so was the climb
It can't change my heart, it won't change my mind

Now I know you'd be the tower that falls on my head

I still would

Glove Compartment

Oceans have passed since we've crossed paths
That's how it feels
I guess you don't need me unless you can see me
I'm not real
I'm not too proud to say out loud
Now that I'm healed
The ugly truth is when I needed you
Your lips were sealed

Well I don’t love you anymore
And I wonder did you even notice?

I wish you the best, and all the rest
I guess that's true
What good is the anger if you're just a stranger
Passing through?
Though I still wonder if a distant thunder
Is some kind of proof
I had to love you, the way you loved me
So now I do

And I don’t love you anymore
And I wonder did you even notice?
And if you noticed did you even care
At all?

So Bad

I want you at my finger tips

I want you in my bones

I want you in a crowd of people

I want you all alone

I want you in my deepest parts

I want you in my skin

I want you a million times

Then a million times again

I want you so bad

I want you in my emptiness

I want you in my space

I want you in my dreams

I want you face to face

I want you when you're far away

I want you when you're near

I want you where you are

But god I want you here

I want you so bad

Bloody Mary, Bloody Mary, etc.

I would think you a dream

If I was capable of dreaming something

So perfectly sweet

And so exquisitely soul crushing

I would think you to blame

But I welcomed the "curse" you placed on me

So perfectly sanguine

I'm so exquisitely weak

I'm on the other side

Of the picture I saved of you in the

Warm golden light

Of sunset I'll never see

You're the only one who makes me feel this

Like my heart can't wait to be torn in two

I say your name three times in the mirror

But you never come through

The View from the Whole Foods Parking Lot

Fire in the sky
Are you the clouds, the color, or the light?
Song of the ocean tides
Are you the surf, the sand, or the fight?
Violet abyss
Are you the clouds, the color, or the mist?
Deep unspoken wish
Are you the hope, the fear, or the kiss?

Heaven is this moment
Hell is letting it pass

What We Do In the Shadows

Is it wrong to lie to someone who’d rather hear it
To play the part of who they wish you’d be?
Is it wrong to run from someone who wants to chase you
Just for them to finally catch then release?
Is it wrong to hurt someone who wants to hurt you
Just to ease some pain that they’ll never let you see?
Is it wrong to kill someone who hopes you die
In the middle of the night while you dream?

Is it wrong to want
The greatest sin is to want
Love to come easy

One Hour Compilation

You tremble like a star
So pretty but so far
Beyond this broken world
You swirl and swirl and swirl

Long forgotten child
Forced to wander, brave and wild
Your purpose in this world
Is to swirl and swirl and swirl

My light is growing dim
Adrift when I used to swim
Goodbye my darkened world
I swirl and swirl and swirl