3-2-1 Gotta' Blast

This is the empty moment where I used to stop and pray
It's there as a reminder that I'm helpless every day
My instincts tell me something that the past has proved untrue

Everyone you show up for will do the same for you

I say nobody knows me but I'm the one who set the scene
The world outside is watching only what I let them see
Apparitions passing by floating careless through my life
Blurry photo in my phone they don't even try to hide

Do you believe me when I say I'm fine?

I'm gonna' be alright

I'm frozen by the choices I'm still choosing not to make
I'm haunted by the ghosts of the chances I don't take
So drown me in the river that was supposed to cleanse me
Until I find my way again I'll stick to just pretending

Do you believe me when I say I'm fine?

I'm gonna' be alright